kids have been something i take joy in....
Children are such a blessing in life.
I can't wait to have kids.
I just love kids...
He's the kid I babysit on a daily (almost) basis..
he's SO hard to love.
He never does what I say, He is loud
and overall terrible!I have never truly not liked babysitting, but seriously
but i just have tried praying about it and asking God to give me a loving heart,
and that he would help me to learn how to show this kid love
they don't have the best mom...
they live in a trashed house
and so it's probably somewhat not his fault
so I have just asked God to give me a patient heart, and for Him to show me
how to love and that He
would steady my heart.
Its hard, but it's gotten easier.
and after thinking about what I want my family to be like,
when is a better time to start practicing than now?!?
God has just overfilled me with this patience and love
I can't explain it
Sometimes I just can't love certain people
I don't talk to the "bad kids"
I don't even ackowledge their presence,
and lately I have learned what kind of person God CALLS me to be to them
i need to show them His love and His word and everything He is!
I can't explain it, i just have felt this overwhelming feeling
that I need to make disciples, followers, believers
I can't do this on my own.
I need Jesus.
I need His help.
I can't let all these unbelievers keep living on life like they are....
where will that get them?
My goal this year...is to have a "hit list"
a list of people I will pray for daily, and talk to daily
to lead them to Jesus...
the only one who loved them enough to die for their terrible sins.
What if I have a list of say 5 people,
and if I can at least get one person to believe in God's word....
that would be such a BIG blessing.
As i write on this blog I will post about the people...
the PPP report!
i will keep you updated and ask you to keep my hit list people in your prayers as well.
This year is going to be FILLED with new things, and amazing
i can't wait!